In the serene words of whispers that feels the certainty.
Dear my only one,
I don't know how do I start this letter because I have so many things to say that was left unsaid for almost a year.
Sofia Aisle, I wasn't expecting you to be my lifetime partner but now that you are, it's not something to regret for.
When I posted that 'LMS' thing back in January of 2023, I thought that it will only be a short term conversation. We talked about our own groups such as about teasers, concepts and such. We even talked about our siblings and such. Clearly, we've had a good time talking about our similarities and differences that our conversation continued on 'till we meet each other.
It was February when our photoshoot session was held. That was such a memorable time as we went to some place with beautiful view and we've had dinner as well after. While taking your photos, I admired your beauty and ever since, then, I wasn't aware that I'll be bewitched by you.
February of the same year, I was caught by my friends' catching feelings for you. That was when Love Bomb teasings started. They knew it was your group's song so it wad slightly an attack for me to you, that I got feels for someone who sang that song. You asked me about that when we went our for some ice cream and chips, but I said it was nothing. My feelings aren't clear yet so I denied it.
After countless late night walks and photoshoots we went to the point that we got nicknames for each other. I remember calling you 'munchkin' because you were small for my height. Small but cute. I just loved that it perfectly suits you. You are my munchkin.
July 2023 was the last time we saw each other, in my perspective. We had another photoshoot session and that night, we also took photoshoot together. Not just you, but us. Together. From there on, I knew I’ve fallen. It’s clear for me to say that I am in love with you that night.
After that, September when I tweeted 'I miss you'. It was real, I was missing you that night and then, a song came to my mind. It was 'Ligaya' by mrld. I even put timestamps so you would know where to listen because it is slightly my confession song. I am confessing indirectly to you.
That was followed by 'Isip' by Healy After Dark. Can you imagine how that went for the both of us? We were indirectly confessing thru songs to each other until that night came.
Sofia, I know you confessed first but you know that I fell so hard, I couldn’t reply quickly as I could. I was in tensed and the dumbest of all dumb stuffs I may have done was to react to your confession only. But, I did confessed to you when we had another late night walk.
My love, how you turned my boring days into fun and exciting ones. Ever since, I realized how captivating you are, I always bring my film camera with me. I just have to capture every moments we both shared. To remember how your smile glimmer behind the camera.
Love, may this serene whisper of my words brings back the serenity you made me feel and see through the lens and my eyes that witnessed your sanctuary.
I love you, my love.
Sincerely from,
Lawrence Gideon.
